Tired Of "Being Light"?

HEY BEAUTIFUL!

Here's to all the men, women, humans beyond gender who feel they're running out of strength. Who feel powerless, who believe the dark has taken it too far. This is to all the human beings who feel the unbearable tension between despair and the inner knowing that they SHOULD play their part right now. But how?

Here's to all those intuitive, fragile, powerful souls that have said and heard "You are light" for so long, so that they have even lost the feeling for what that could actually mean for their lives. This is to all who need a reminder of what their light is truly made of.

This is for you, beautiful human soul.

"Your are Light" is easily said. It's seems to mean a compliment. And it sometimes might feel like an ironic insult when that light that we're supposed to be seems to be dimmed, controlled, overshadowed by powers, forces, humans and their systems day by day, more and more.

Do you sometimes get tired of the "You-are-Light-Promise"?

Do you sometime feel like light doesn't seem to have a real say in a world of dark, exploitive systems and narcissistic rulers? Do you sometimes feel you don't have the strenghth to keep your light glowing?

I FEEL YOU.

Would you do yourself a favour?

Please grant yourself a moment of feeling the tiredness. Of feeling the exhaustion, the frustration, and of feelings what's underneath: the anger, the rage, the deep grief. Have it for a moment. It's a sacred rage, a sacred anger, it's sacred grief.

You're back - great.

How are you feeling now?

I call myself a light worker. I believe in light. But let me be frank with you: I don't feel it each and every day. I very often find myself sitting for hours with painfully stagnant, dark energies, creativity-killing and flow-freezing, those energies that don't know about aliveness, joy or freedom. In those moments there's no creating, no flowing, just me trying to focus on the same, same mantra all over again: This is not you. It's not what you are. It's something happening to you. You're light. You're freedom.

Sometimes this helps. Sometimes it doesn't.

Then I look for support.

Sometimes through humans, sometimes through animals, sometimes through Earth. Sometimes through music, dance or play. Sometimes through breathing.

What supports you when "being light" just doesn't feel like reality? Or not of any meaning?

And please know: Asking for support is not only your right qua birth. It's your holy duty. It's what we need to re-learn: to easily and gracefully recieve support.

How easy is it for you to ask for support? To permit yourself the time to stop everything and focus on caring for yourself? On reconnecting to the community net that carries you?

Let me tell you:

Nobody, truly nobody, can really afford to be without community right now. We were told we could. But this is the time where mutual support and social nets re-gain their sacredness. Where humanity learns how to rebuild trust in them. We can't afford to loose them.

What this has to do with your light?

Everything.

"Being light" doesn't mean to always feel light, free, positive and on purpose. You are light, period.

To choose your light means to surrender to all that humanness comes with. To surrender to you being human and choosing in every moment the best for your human to be cared for.

So that you can feel safe enough to be YOUR frequency. So that you can feel safe enough to FEEL yourself. So that you can feel safe enough to choose love over fear.

You are Light, anyways.

What makes you feel safe enough, in order to choose it?

And when the voice of "What am I even doing here? Isn't it all in vain"? gets too loud, I wish you to remember:

You're not late. You're here RIGHT NOW because you're THE LIGHT we need. By choosing an inner frequency of freedom, joy, possibility and healing DAILY, you're raising the frequency. You're offering healing. You're CREATING AN ALTERNATIVE REALITY to what tries to take over humanity these days.

The DRAMA is man made.

The TRUTH OF IMPOSSIBLE is man made.

The CONFUSION is man made.

The SENSE OF HOPELESSNESS is man made.

It's NOT WHAT YOU ARE.

The inner possibility...

• to CHOOSE EXPANSION

• to BE EMPATHETIC

• to THINK REALITIES OF FREEDOM

• to FOCUS ON BEAUTY, HEALING & MOTION

• to HAVE A CONVERSATION WITH YOUR PET AND TAKE THEM SERIOUS

• To FORGIVE yourself

• to FEEL COMPASSION for someone overstepping boundaries

• To CHOOSE TO RECIEVE AGAIN after having closed your heart for some time

-->THAT'S WHAT IS SOUL-MADE.

And that's what ultimately MAKES YOUR LIGHT!

Light isn't just a lightful halo around you. Your light is made of many colours. Your colours.

Your light is power.

Your light is vision.

Your light is the choice to keep going.

Your light is lived in the healing male/female you are.

Do you feel like you need a little support to raise your frequency out from the swamp of fear, stagnancy and that joyless way of "forcing yourself through life"?

I'll support you. Let's remember together what our

LIGHT IS MADE OF in my

LIVE-MEDITATION.

It's FREE. It's FOR YOU.

I see you on SUNDAY, 09am CET, 11am EAT.

 Remember what you're made of.

We need your light.

Love, Jana